she, is tired of trying to fit into schedules.
she, is tired of initiating meet-ups.
she will just keep to herself because she is not needed.
Tolerating and tolerating, thinking that he will understand and realize it one day.
Yet from the start till now, it doesn't seem like she has much less disappointment to cope with.
It's not like she doesn't want him to commit to all those things.
She just wants a little time to make up for the loss, his willingness and desire to make up for it.
It's just that she wants him to put her needs above his, that's called love.
Looking back, her expectations have already shrunk to the minimal level.
So what is wrong? Why can't she get rid of this problem?
Voicing out would cause her to be deemed unreasonable, not understanding, un-supportive.
Not voicing out would mean not putting effort to communicate.
What can she do, when everything she ask of, everything she do, is wrong.
She's the only one who is the most hurt afterall.
She loves him more than herself, but does he appreciate her?