God's love compels me. I have so much love overflowing from me, because of how God loves me, that is why i want to share it with everyone else. I want to make them happy, make them feel loved, that they matter in someone's life. Just like how God makes me feel that i am the apple of His eye, that He loves me just the way i am. But i guess i'm overdoing it. Sometimes i don't even know why i. End up, people get annoyed, i'm the one who feels miserable. boo. i'm so stupid.
okok, really, don't be bothered nor go bother. but that's so harsh too. it's hard to strike a balance. but i will try, with God's help.
I got this :
http://www.bible.org/page.php?page_id=4805wow it rocks, i shall bookmark it, and read it often to remind myself!!
Victory over Fear of Inadequacy Is Won by Faith
There's nothing wrong with feeling inadequate from time to time. It happens to everyone, and those feelings should drive us toward dependence on the Lord to make us competent. But if we simply accept our inadequacy as an unchangeable fact, we develop an inferiority complex that will hinder us all our lives.
When we act with our will to believe God's promises to us, to acknowledge Him as the source of our abilities, to trust that He will make us adequate for all the circumstances of life, then we will have victory over feelings of inferiority and inadequacy that stand as obstacles to our growth to emotional, social, and spiritual maturity.