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Somewhere Over the Rainbow

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Monday, December 01, 2008

do people really grow cold?
do people grow sick of some other?

At times i wonder, why don't the lovey dovey last forever, because i really wish it does.
why can't romance be always there along with commitment?

things do become stale after some time don't they.
the smiles that used to appear so often, they disappear.
the big wide grin, the look in the eyes, the tight holding of hands, the endless talks and chit-chats, where do they all go to?
the " i can do anything for you", "i promise to be there always", "i love you and i care about you", are but words after all if without actions.

maybe things will become boring, maybe there will be no more exciting element, maybe there won't be interesting traits about that girl to discover anymore. maybe that girl wasn't even great to start with.

maybe i'm just emo-ing. maybe it's real. maybe.
i'm just another girl, who wants to be loved like no other, no be treated like the one and only princess, or queen for that matter. perhaps i don't see the difference between me and others right now, but when will i?

i've always believe, that i should use every bit of effort i can afford, give my everything wholeheartedly. it is my way of making sure that my special someone feels ultra loved and knows just how important he is to me. but people do grow weary, waiting and waiting to be loved the same way.

i looked back on the silly and crazy things i did in the past, something spurred me on. what's different now? i've been searching for that "something", maybe it has gotta do with my love tank?

why do i feel like crying so badly?

*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~* lost herself @ 8:22 PM

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